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No i dont mean it that way. Let the aura of uncertainity be retained i dont wish to clear the fog and the mist. i still should be an unfolded mystry !


Remember ! A mirror can reflect any thing that comes before it .But it is showing you the Right things Left !!!!!!!!! Hmm lateral inversion :-(
Its a great life again. Its a sweet feeling. But something is asking me to cut my losses in any plan or relationship that has not lived up to my expectations.

Am afraid i will hurt them invariably yet again those beautiful emotions. Because i am sure my social stand does not allow me to go ahead with that step toward the treasure .Its a matter of a few days and am all alone in the cross roads . I dont like this hurt and this wound this time .But i have to compromise. Thats the pay back for the exalted joy he managed to give me and for the amount of ecstacy i had gulped in !

I find that emotion and profession are at a tandem again.

Am blessedly unfortunate. But one cant see Rainbows very often.Some have never seen it. I am happy i could see it atleast once be it momentary !

Toward the smoke-tray donot go away mist &fog shall stay

Hither and thither i go round and round

when i know you lay some where around

Stay on the roof of my mighty thought terrance

I bound by thee ,and you by it so fond

To its charms your senses surround

That irky menace thy minutes with me bound

Take away that tiny smouldering roll

i set you free yet be with me see my heart hound

Thy standing on the shore like a flag post splendour sound

every moments of your life i shall impound

Beaconing light upon every ships mast

showing my nostalgic mind an emotion lost and found!!!!!

Regards !

What do i do to that beggar on the street? .Just pass by or drop a coin into the pauper's
vessel.What less of a pauper am i ? A destitute of perfection! One cant afford to be pitied so much! Why does he remind me of a tattered inner self? Ah! he is so blessed atleast he knows ,he accepts, he is a vagabond ! But me with the inner vageries of a restless pursuit.Did i manage to organise the ignorance. Like sankaraacharya said "The inability to relate devotion to knowledge is ignorance ".Am i devouted to the goal ? What, when and how have i defined my goal ?

Do i keep the quest for knowledge on? One has to constantly perceive .Out of perception comes every thing be it the enthusiasm to forge ahead and wage a battle or to calm down to a low-key profile and just enjoy the very essence of life !

Where the cacaphonic tunes of a Zaniest Composition
Are swiped away by a Cool breeze
And then when the music flows intermittent disposition
Clean is the mind to absorb melody into my minds Entwined crease


When shallow waters of a unwiped tear roll
Remind me of the days passing like an unsung tune
Written and Erased clean errors death toll
Now i wake into a prestine heaven ignorance immune


Great is thy blank manuscripts
It swallowed and cleansed the weedy predicament
You preen out of my mind the proverbial dossiers
And Harangue my mound of apathy and ransacked old rudiment

Thanks to thy sweet note of a blank imposition
I have a bounty of choice conferred upon
the ebb and flow of a nurtured vision
shall float on the travellers mind who discovered brand new horizon !

As my enthu opens doors into a errotic atmosphere
My deep passion for a hero grows profoundly
Just like a leaf that falls from a tree
i long to see thee ,inner voice said propoundly


Wish this could stay what a coiled mess
into a woven intricate nest it may transpire
i wonder how long i have to guess
I go without you heywire

Into the remotest realms of my secret abode thee penitrate
you had my whims nurtured again and perotate
then like water in the sea bed thy thrust thy pressure
i wish this pleasure this timeless treasure will never corrode

Serenity

While, the heavy beam of the street light was shining away in my eyes i walked across the empty street in my colony on that cold festive night with a heavy thought in my mind.While the heavy crowds have cleared themselves into the Housy -holes of the township ,there was a strange serenity about the whole street.Strange revelations were happening all around .I was watching four russians having a tete-e-tete on some animal ,atleast thats what i thought .And suddendly my eyes fell on the tree that the night has eaten away and just the florecence of its flowers could be seen.Ever wondered if i could be on those tall branches.What an unexperimented life.What an unexperimented emotion. Some faint recollections of a day with a stranger.A semi luncheon !! Why do we meet strangers and why do we talk on wierd topics! Why do we converse and conclude.Yes ,we all want answers to those un-asked questions.We are all confused about handling our ignorance.We all want solace, we all want to intrigue into some "prohibited zones".We want to meet more and more people of our kind ..to reassure that we are not as peculiar and as unearthly as we think we are !We have alienated ourselves too much from our nature.We think that our rational and logic is devastatingly effective.But it isnt? We invariably fall a pray to our nature .


I met some body .And my nature was to try and know if i were missing out on a potential partner.More so is a hunt when one is on the Socio-emotinal phase of investigating a companion.Marriage , an institution that has never tired ...Existant since several centuaries before christ .Several unrecorded sagas of companion ship......


Why do people marry ?fine, i know what the Sociologist have to say! What the psychiatrists have to say about the need for social and emotional and financial security .But , then we have also seen enough cases where all these needs werent really met.And more often than not they failed to live by those norms.No wonder i see so many Quirky alones in the motropolis..So many woman i met who prefer to live alone and do manage to live alone.Why taboo the single ton status so much ?

Was silently listening to the screaming .He wanted to take his child away ! he came from a different country to take his child away from the mother who has come back ,while breaking a promise of marriage.Now in my neighbour hood this is a third case of return to home by a woman from her in-laws?.Still why do people think marriages are emotional security !!!.No..they are buying out on physical needs.!! thas all about it ! And then by nature get attached ,be prayed by ungrown human emotions.Un dealt psycological traumas.
How many psychiatrical institutions would open up in the coming days?


We in a country were social standards are set by a bunch of Hero's on the movie screen ,their players treated as demi-gods!! After all thats what they preach !